INDEX

Hobbies and Interests

• Jim's One Week Wash (for home distillers)
  
• An Automatic Reflux Fractionating Still
• Divisibility Rule for 7
  
• Cat Hutch Attachment for Caravan
• Crystal Sets from Chums Annuals
• The Wimshurst Machine
  

Philosophy and Atheism

• An Atheist in a Foxhole
  
• Living Principles
• Natural Law & Human Rights
• Is Atheism a Faith
• No God: Just Qualia
• A Distorted View of Atheists: Theistic Malevolence
• If God Then Poor Design
• Girls Will Be Boys: Men are Modified Females
• Special Days
• A View of the World From the Mind of an Atheist

Novellas - Free (These link you to my Kobo site. They are listed in this order)

• Smoke and Mirrors: Murder Mystery #1 Margaret Sykes Mysteries
• A Matter of Conscience: Murder Mystery #2 Margaret Sykes Mysteries
  
• The After Years: Post-Apocalyptic - Near-Future Fiction
• The Day the Earth Kept Turning - Light SF with Humour and a Message
  

 

Poetry

• Fairies
• Our Neighbour's Cat
  
• Heroes
  
• Passage
  
• Awe and Wonder
  
• The Little god
• Of Oranges and Spores
  

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An Atheist in a Foxhole

Theists often claim there are no atheists in foxholes, implying that if in imminent danger, atheists suddenly find religion. Having been in fear for my life in just such a situation, I can vouch that it is not true.

Background: At age eight I first realised that ‘god’ was a human invention. At 16 I told my mum I didn’t believe in any god to which she said ‘No, neither do I’. I was surprised because she adored her mother who was very religious, and I assumed she harboured some lever of religious belief. At school, both primary and secondary, I openly discussed my atheism with fellow students.

 

The foxhole event: One day at age 18, I was out bush, fossicking for minerals as I was prone to do, when I was confronted by a menacing man with a double-barrelled shotgun. He demanded what the hell I was doing there and levelled the shotgun at me at point-blank range. If there is one thing to make your blood run cold, it’s the sight of those two barrels aimed directly at your chest and knowing nothing about the stranger behind the trigger. I had absolutely no doubt as to the outcome if he were to pull the trigger, and thought this is probably my last moments alive.

 

I went into survival mode and calmly answered that I was just heading out to meet up with my dad who was out here fossicking for minerals. I pretended to be oblivious to the shotgun. After a few moments of silence, which seemed like an eternity, he backed up, signalled me to continue, then turned and walked away. I moved slowly off watching him in my peripheral vision to be sure he wasn’t following me. Once out of sight, I moved fast as possible out of the area.

 

At no time during or immediately after this encounter did I even have the vaguest thought of gods, or any other superstition. It was only weeks later when pondering the event that I realised that I had been an atheist in a foxhole.

The After Years: A Post-Apocalyptic Near-Future Fiction

Set in the post-apocalyptic world of West Gippsland, Australia, Mort had settled into an uneasy life of survival in a feudal world, when he found his life turned upside down by the sudden appearance of hope for the future. 

The After Years (epub) Most ereaders

A Matter of Conscience: A Murder Mystery

Tess McLeod and Margaret Sykes first met when Tess was a six month old baby. Now 21 years later, they meet again due to a mysterious death prediction. Is it just coincidence or was it murder?

 

A Matter of Conscience (epub) Most ereaders 

Smoke and Mirrors: A Murder Mystery

A sudden death ends a promising career and leads Margaret Sykes, a young and as yet inexperienced detective, on her first case: a confusing search for the truth. 

 

Smoke and Mirrors (epub) - Most ereaders

 

Of Oranges and Spores

They say that nothing rhymes with orange,

Yet tiny spores come from a sporange.

The word is strange I'll grant you that,

But strange or not the claim is crap.

J.G. 2021

Fairies

I wrote the first stanza of this poem for my mother when she was in care after a serious stroke. She loved it. As a child she believed that if she squinted and peeped out, she could see fairies, elves and gnomes playing in the garden. In adulthood she never lost her love of her childhood imaginary friends.

This was the first poem I ever wrote. Unfortunately mum died before she heard the second stanza but I know she would have loved it as she would say how these imaginings gave her much comfort during troubled times as a child.

Fairies:

If I close my eyes and peep
The fairies come, they think I sleep.
They dance about. All night they play,
Then hide again at break of day.

Then when I sigh and fall asleep
They stroke my hair, caress my feet
And in the morning glow of dawn
They soothe my dreams and keep me warm.

For Mum by James Goulter

Our Neighbour's Cat

Our neighbour's grey cat, who was named old man Fred,

Was Brought home by our dog in his mouth. Fred was dead.

Oh what have you done! I exclaimed in disgrace.

So I searched for a twin to sneak in and replace.

The neighbour alarmed, did declared with a fright

That his cat he had buried returned in the night.

 

J.G. March 2021

Crystal Set Excerpts from Chums Annuals

These Crystal Set Excerpts were digitized from Chums Annuals published in the 1920s and 1930s. 

The text is searchable.

Feel free to copy and share

Link to ChumsAnnualCrystalSets.pdf

The Wimshurst Machine

 The Wimshurst is a machine for creating static electricity. I have digitized the 1908 copy of this interesting book for free distribution.

The text is searchable.

Feel free to copy and share.

Link to TheWimshurstMachine.pdf

Cat Hutch Attachment for Caravan

Cat Window Hutch for Caravan

Frame parts made from plumbing conduit. The elbows and tees for electrical were unsuitable. I believe these are plumbing elbows and tees.
Pipe and fitting size for 27mm OD pipe.

8 Tee pieces
8 Elbows
16 lengths pipe 40mm (joiners)
4 lengths pipe 970mm (part A)
2 lengths pipe 610mm (part B)
2 lengths pipe 560mm (part C)
2 lengths pipe 400mm (part D)
2 lengths pipe 210mm (part E)

To fit over a wider window just increase the lengths of parts A.

To fit over a higher window just increase the lengths of parts B and E by the same amount.

To make it deeper is more complicated as it effects multiple parts. In the above frame the angle of the slope is 45 degrees.

Example:
To increase the depth (D) by 50mm while maintain the angle at 45 degrees of the roof.
Add 50mm to parts D. Also add 50mm to parts B and E and cut parts C to 1.4 times the length of parts D. This also makes the frame higher by 50mm but simplifies calculating the new length of part C and maintains the slope to 45 degrees..

I glued the front and back rectangles to make them rigid, being careful to maintain the angles of the Tee pieces. The parts C and D were kept removable to allow flat packing of the frame. When assembled, tapped firmly together and the cover fixed on with Velcro, the whole enclosure is very rigid. The cover is made from good quality shade cloth and polypropylene tarp. The sail rope edge is part of the roof. It is sewn together with an industrial sewing machine.

A piece of sail track is fixed at an appropriate distance above the window to allow the hutch hang over the window. It is then self supporting. An extra hammock of tarp fits internally between the parts D – D (using Velcro) for extra strength.

Callie loves her hutch.

Jim's One Week Wash

This sugar wash is simple and very fast. Pitch the yeast one weekend and distil the next.

If you are looking for a really neutral wash that is as convenient as Turbo Yeast but without the high cost or strong odours, then give this a try. It can be conveniently made up into nutrient packs ready to go.

Just dissolve the sugar then nutrients, then make up to 25 litres and sprinkle on the instant dry yeast such as Lowan.

Link to pdf: Jim's One Week Wash (a fast, reliable sugar wash for home distillers)

Old Postcards of Weymouth, UK.

These postcard were sent to my grandmother in Australia from her family in Weymouth. We are making these scans available to the public domain. Feel free to download them.

An Automatic, Fractionating Reflux Still

This still design is aimed at the beginner and experienced alike. Full plans and procedures are included in the pdf file linked below.

The Guide is available under a Creative Commons License. Please acknowledge this site as the origin by including a link to this page when sharing or referring to the guide.

Not only a good looking still but if build and operated as described you will get product at a consistent 95% purity with ease. Additionally it is a dream to clean as it completely disassembles in a minute or so.

The Guide is frequently updated so check in occasionally.

Instructions: The Automatic Reflux Fractionating Still

Copyright  James Goulter 2004 (Last updated May 2020)

Heroes

They worked by nights and secret days

To search, to find, explore the ways

Of nature, maths, technology.

It set their minds and spirits free.

When names are hidden there's no voice,

Though science was their tool of choice,

They dared not show their true degree

Of science knowledge, history.

In time their work was hailed wide

For insights taken in their stride

To solve big questions hard and tough

among their peers astute and rough.

But were it known the truth about

These wondrous minds... Without a doubt

Their work so full of true surprise

Would not have seen their work arise.

To grace our learning in good time

They had to lie about about their kind.

For women were not deemed to be

Astute enough for them to see.

What once was hid, then truth revealed

Dismissive males ruled the field

When meeting minds of equal strength

In women, men would baulk at length.

The glory deemed by right of rule,

Served by their god who was their tool

Created by the male mind

To trample, stifle, blame, define.

Though times were changing, still the fight

For true exposure to the light

For which they worked so hard each day

Is slipping back the other way.

A tide of darkness on the rise

To once again enslave, despise,

The fundamental myths of old

Resurgent worldwide, cruel and cold.

James Noel © 27^th January 2020

Dedicated to the Women of the Human Race.

Divisibility Rule for 7 and Other Interesting facts

Here is a divisibility rule for the number 7 that, with a little practice, is simple enough to perform on large numbers.

See also my mental arithmetic divisibility rule for 7 here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bq05Y79i4Fs&t=21s

 

 

Passsage

When we are young and in our blush,

The years drag by, they never rush.

We know not of the hidden ploy

Of what will bring the tears, the joy.

Though slowly as time sneaks away

We find ourselves in teenage fray.

We grow, we work, time cannot stay

When children are our workaday.

Before we notice where it went

We realise half our time is spent.

Our kids move out, they know their plight

And we adopt our onward flight.

Retirement years are come at last

As we begin our final blast

To seek, to find, to have the fun

Of travel, play, adventure, sun.

Then wandering in fleeting thought

We ponder just how 'now' was wrought.

And surely as the autumn leers

We find ourselves in senior years.

Time to reflect, time to forget,
To reminisce, but not regret

The wonder of this precious strife

As humans, conscious, dressed with life.

--- James Noel

11^th September 2019

I don't know where these poems come from as I've never considered myself a poet. This one came to me the other day, prompted by the thought "The years slip by". While I’ve written a number of short stories, it is only the forth poem I have ever written. All being in the last 20 years.

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Living Principles

1. Accept the consequences of all your actions and take personal responsibility for them.
2. Treat others as you would reasonably expect them to want to be treated.
3. Endeavour to empathise with others and practice compassion.
4. Respect every person’s right to have control over their own body.
5. Consider others, including future generations and the world which gave us life.
6. Strive to discover what is most likely to be true, not to believe what you wish to be true.
7. Rely on the best tool yet devised to understand the natural world - The Scientific Method.
8. Appreciate that we are products of the natural universe.
9. Celebrate that you are fortunate to exist as a consciously aware being.
10. Immerse yourself in the awe and wonder of the natural universe and its mysteries.
    
    

The above are drawn from various humanist sources and edited to be succinct, and for each to begin with a motivational word.

The first five relate to how we treat others, and personal responsibility.
The next five relate to rational inquiry and personal experience.

Awe and Wonder

Epiphanies are devious things, they hide from daily sight.
They hunt for minds in subtle thought to snare, and set alight.

A daydream mind subdues in warmth of summer's hazy days
As lazy zephyrs stroke the grass where insects buzz and graze.

Alone, a boy in dreamy thought at peace in summer’s light
Where fleeting clouds across the blue caress his mind with quiet.

Epiphany, a target found, drawn with a power raw,
Leaps forth from where it lay in wait to charge that mind with awe.

A self awakes. Perceives the world. A quale struck with wonder.
The new born mind that stirs anew rejects the gods as blunder.

Nature shines. Religion fades. Intrigue. A quest uncovered
Drives the boy. “Explore the world”. “Pursue all truth”. “Discover”.

And so was born a science mind sown by that wondrous deed,
To seek, to find, explore for truth, wherever that may lead.

James Noel 2018

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Definitions

Epiphany:  From ancient Greek ἐπιφάνεια (epiphaneia, “manifestation, striking appearance”),

In the 14 century Christians gave it their own meaning relating to religious experience, however it does not have religious origins. Nor are we obliged to give their definition special significance.

Modern day definitions mirror the original from ancient Greek:
(1) "A usually sudden manifestation or perception of the essential nature or meaning of something:  an intuitive grasp of reality through something (as an event) usually simple and striking:  an illuminating realisation or discovery, often resulting in a personal feeling of elation or wonder."

(2) "A sudden realisation. As if something not previously clear or known has been brought into the light of knowledge or comprehension. It is as though what could not be seen in a dark room has suddenly been shown to you by turning on a light.”

It is the ancient Greek and modern day meanings in which I use the term.

Quale: (Qualia - plural). An emergent quality that does not exist independently in the real world, but is dependent on the brain of a perceiver. e.g. The quale of “blue” is generated in our brains as the “colour” of the sky. A particular wavelength of light that feels blue to us, is not actually “blue” in and of itself. The sensation of colour is a quale, as is pain, sorrow, humour, love etc. Our consciousness is a quale – an emergent property of the complexity of the brain. Qualia are the most intriguing aspects of evolved sentience. Within the context of the quale of consciousness, these things are no less real to a sentient being than if they actually existed in nature.

This should be the most inspiring aspect of the natural world from which we arose from stardust. We didn’t arrive into the real world. We are the real world looking back on itself. As long as the universe exists, we (not humans but sentient awareness) will emerge somewhere in the universe in evolved organisms.

The little god

There was once a little god too small for one to see.
He festered in the minds of men both ignorant and free.
They made his rules. They made his laws to satisfy their lust
To dominate; to subjugate. In Him they said to trust.

And in the course of terror time they oversaw his might,
Enslaving minds; demeaning wives; deciding what is right.
And as the power sought so hard became their guiding light,
The Cruelty of their little God grew in Strength and Might.

But time progressed. The light did dawn with ease how they deceive,
And science was born, an ethic rose to win back minds of ease.
And now that time has come along to rectify this Curse,
They scream abuse, demand respect while filling up their purse.

And still they cry “We’re being suppressed from practising our right
To hurl abuse, dictate your life, control you with our might."
So now they want that little god to take back old control
To once again enslave our world, pervert our very soul.

A little god. A mere idea can grow in power immense
When festered in the minds of men to use as their defence
For crimes against the populace whose minds they would control.
That little god should not again be given any role.

James Noel. Sep 2017
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The non capitalising of “god” is intentional to symbolise his smallness. Varied capitalising of certain words like “Him”, “God”, “Cruelty” and “Curse” symbolise the rise in power which then falls away again to lower case.

By “men” I literally mean male humans. I doubt that women had much to do with the creation of a monstrosity that is used to subjugate them.

Natural Law and Human Rights

"Natural law" is a philosophical term when applied to the notion of "Human Rights". It does not refer to an actual law of nature but is a social construct and therefore can only be seen as a feature of society. A Human Rights Maxim as articulated in the American Declaration of Independence and more broadly accepted as a "Natural Law" birthright, is an aspiration that a compassionate, secular society tries to embrace.

“All human beings are born equal, with certain unalienable Rights, among them being Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness.”

A problem with this is the word “unalienable”. It is not actually meaningful when put to the test. e.g. When someone commits an attack like an unprovoked violent crime, any person who believes in the above maxim would nevertheless, consider it reasonable that the perpetrator lose their liberty, at least for a time. So “Liberty” is not actually “unalienable”. If however the word is replaced with a more realistic “fundamental”, it is still valuable as a Natural Law or Social Birthright.

To be meaningful a maxim of this kind has to be considered in the knowledge that humans are social beings. It is in our evolved nature to form into a society. Being part of a society means that society itself gains fundamental rights, being the collective rights of all the individuals within that society. Collective rights, of which we are all entitled as a birthright, can often conflict with individual rights.

Individuals therefore have reciprocal obligations towards the society to which they belong. It is the society itself (the collective rights) that public servants serve. When an individual says to a public servant, "You work for me. You are my servant.", they are invalidly elevating themselves to the society as a whole. It is not the public servant (e.g. a police officer) with which they have a gripe, but the collective rights of everyone else (society).

This raises significant questions. To what extent can the rights of one individual impinge on the rights of another? To what extent can the rights of an individual impinge the collective rights of the society of which they are a member? To what extent can our collective rights impinge the rights of an individual? None of these are easy questions to answer, so enlightened societies must reach a compromise. How well that compromise works depends on many things. Personally I think Australia has done it better than most.

Since a Human Rights Maxim as stated above, is lacking the importance of obligation to collective rights, a fuller and more embracing version of this social construct is needed. Something like:

“All Humans are born equal, with certain Fundamental Rights and Obligations, among them the Right to Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness, and the Obligation to accept the Collective Rights of the Society of which they are a member. A Society of individuals is born with certain Fundamental Rights and Obligations, among them the Right to Protect its members by the establishment and enforcement of laws, and the Obligation to ensure that individuals of the Society are treated with fairness and compassion and have an influential role in the running of the Society.”

This Human Rights Maxim is all embracing. Inclusive of both our individuals rights and obligations and our societies collective rights and obligations. It means that our individual rights, while important, cannot be held to the exclusion of our collective rights whenever they conflict.


When an overzealous public servant (e.g. certain police) resorts to violence and intimidation, they are abusing both our individual and collective rights. Such problems need to be addressed as part of society's obligations. The proper approach should be to gather evidence to prosecute those who abuse both the individual and the society. No-one is claiming it is easy or always effective, but what is less effective is to attack the constitutional democracy to which we belong or random public servants going about their business on behalf of our collective rights (society).

When considered in its entirety the Australian Constitutional Democracy as is framed in the Constitution and enacted in practice, is a pretty good fit to this expanded "Natural Law Maxim".

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Is Atheism a "Faith"

In a YouTube comment it was suggested that I required "great faith" to be an atheist. I thank the commenter for giving me the opportunity to correct this common misunderstanding held by many theists.

It does not take faith to be an atheist, let alone "great faith". “Faith” is the absolute “belief in” something. It is rare to find an atheist who claims to believe categorically in the non-existence of god/gods. I have only met one such atheist and I live in a rather atheistic country (Australia).

Like most atheists I take the default position of having no reason to to accept the proposition that there is a god or gods because there is no evidence based reason to believe it. I do not believe in fairies but it cannot be said that I “have faith in the non-existence of fairies". For all I know fairies, Zeus or some other god may exist - I just don't know. The same logic applies to all the thousands of proposed gods, fairies, trolls or imps. I don't “have faith in their non-existence". I simply have no reason to assume they exist. That makes me by definition an atheist (not-a-theist).

The religious often try to taint the atheist with their own shortcomings. When referring to their own faith, Christians place “faith” on a pedestal as the epitome of all that is wonderful about believing, as though believing for beliefs sake is special. When they are claiming atheists “have faith” they are using it as a brick to bash them, or as an insult. That is one thing I would agree on. Faith is an insult on human intelligence. Anything held and justified as faith, is an admission of the lack of intelligent inquiry.

The typical atheist like me, is an agnostic atheist. Now before you say an agnostic is different to atheist I should explain. It is often assumed (even by atheists) that an agnostic is midway between a theist and atheist; someone sitting on the fence. This is a misunderstanding of the meanings of the words as I will now explain.

Regarding religion there are two definite positions:
Theist: A believer in a god.
Atheist: A non-believer in gods.

Regarding knowledge there are two definite positions:
Gnostic: One who claims to know with certainty.
Agnostic: One who claim you cannot know with certainty. Also see Notes below.

Therefore we can have the following four combinations:
Gnostic Theist: One who claims certain knowledge of god’s existence (e.g. typical Christian.).
Agnostic Theist: One who says they don't know with certainty if god is real but believe anyway.
Gnostic Atheist: One who claims that they are certain that there are no gods.
Agnostic Atheist: One who says they cannot know if gods are real but have no reason to believe they are (e.g. typical atheist)

Conclusion: Typically, atheism in not a faith based philosophical position.

Notes:
There is a tradition of "Christian agnosticism". For more on it, search Google.
An alternate definition for agnosticism is used by those who suspend belief in god/gods.

You may also be interested in:
How I realised I didn't believe in god:
A distorted view of atheists:
How it feels to view the world as an atheist:

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No God: Just Qualia

Qualia: Plural of Quale. Things that do not exist as objective realities in nature, but are "emergent properties" of consciousness. e.g. the sensation of colour. Most of us know what is meant by "green", but green (or any colour) does not exist. Sure there are wavelengths of light that we interpret as green, but the sensation of “greenness” does not correspond to an actual greenness out there in the real world. Pain also has no objective reality. Stamping on my toes and saying, “Now deny pain is real”, does not prove pain is real in the sense of an objective thing. Only that the quale of pain emerges because of conscious awareness. 

While it is “only” the processing of electrical signals by the brain, we don't react by thinking, oh, there are some signals indicating injury coming in from our foot. Instead it's “Ouch, that hurt” as we subjectively experience the quale of pain. Conscious awareness itself is a quale; an emergent property of the complexity of the brain. Feelings of love; the agony of mourning; the smell of a flower. All feel very “real” to those experiencing these qualia. Although qualia are not real in an objective sense, they can be scientifically studied. Who says that science is only materialistic? And what was that about science not inspiring the qualia of “awe and wonder”?

See also:
Special Days
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A View of the World from the Mind of an Atheist
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A Distorted View of Atheists: Theistic Malevolence

Many religious people have distorted views regarding the attitudes and moral values of atheists unable to see them as ethical beings. Some even promote false ideas about atheists, seemingly unable to cope with the fact that there are people who simply find god beliefs empty. Some try to re-define atheism to exclude life changing emotional feelings. e.g. When confronted with an atheist who spoke of her feelings of awe, Oprah Winfrey remarked “Well I don’t call you an atheist then…” going on to redefine atheism in her terms, in effect redefining the Christian God so as to suit her personal distaste for atheists. Well I have news for you Oprah Winfrey; You don't get to decide what is or isn't counted when describing an atheist.

Time Magazine Claims “It is hard to view the Grand Canyon and be an atheist”, also claiming “awe = religion”. Suddenly awe becomes religion when it suits the religious disposition of Time Magazine editors - yet another mischievous redefinition. 

Atheism says nothing about how a person feels or about their ethics, only about their non-belief in gods. The high incidence of atheists in science, parallels their oft-experienced feelings of awe and wonder, commonly being the motivating force for their scientific careers. Awe is not religion, it is a quale. An emergent property, born of the complexity of the natural world and the emergence in it, of conscious awareness.

See these also:
A View of the World From the Mind of an Atheist 
Special Days

If God then Poor Designer

According to Ken Ham, with his spectacles perched prominently on his nose, “the eye is a perfect design by a perfect creator”. The nerves of the human eye are directly attached to the front of the retina. They have evolved to be mostly transparent to minimise blurring of the image. Brain software cleans up the image as best it can, so that we have a somewhat acceptable image to interpret. In order to get the image to the brain, a hole in the retina allows the nerves through. That area is blind and ignored so that we don't see a black area. This poor design is also prone to retinal detachment. So much for a perfect eye by a perfect designer. 

Of course the octopus got the good design. The nerves are attached at the back on the retina. No blind spot. No obstruction of the incoming image. Luck of the draw gave us the bad design. Just what you would expect in an evolutionary system. Not what you would expect from a perfect creator unless that creator made the octopus in her own image.

When we connect the cords behind our TV sets, PVRs and sound systems, we always end up with cords caught inconveniently around other parts. This phenomenon also happens in nature. In the early organisms and modern fish, the laryngeal nerve was quite directly connected. As evolution  produced a divergence of types with necks, the nerve was caught behind the aorta. As necks lengthened the nerve from brain to larynx (Recurrent Laryngeal Nerve) had no option but to lengthen. In giraffes it can be 4.6 metres long. This would be poor design if indeed it had been designed, but just the sort of thing that arises in an evolutionary system.

Image: Recurrent Layngeal Nerve

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Girls will be Boys: Men are Modified Females

The biblical story has it wrong. In Genesis, woman is made from a man's rib. The upshot of this is that women would be modified males, but in reality it is the other way round. Genetics and the process of evolution does not care for human stories, and it turns out that men are modified females. 

The default program for human embryos is female, towards which they develop unless receiving alternate instructions. Sometimes this default development towards female continues until puberty. In a small town in the Dominican Republic 1 in 90 of the boys in the area are born as females. Then at puberty when testosterone kick in, their bodies realise that they have instructions to become males. They then transition into normally developed males. So sometimes Girls will be Boys.

“Everyone comes from a common genetic and developmental framework that is tweaked by sex hormones,” says Richard Bribiescas, Ph.D., director of the Yale Reproductive Ecology Laboratory. "We all start as a generic embryo. You have a set of male or female sex chromosomes, but the distinction doesn’t kick in until your hormones enter the picture, he explains. Without hormones like testosterone, you would stay on the path to womanhood. And your body already started developing by the time this decision was made—which means your lady parts were already starting to form.”

I for one am as proud of my female bits as my male bits.

Reference:
Three Signs You Started as a Girl

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Special Days

There are special days, when epiphanies stir and venture out from under rocks and from within crevices, and roam the land looking for unsuspecting minds lost in dreamy wakefulness. There was one such day in summer of 1957-58. The sun was playing hide and seek behind a migrating herd of cotton-wool clouds. Warm caressing breezes stirred the balmy air. Grasshoppers buzzed happily in the waving grass. One of those wandering wonders happened upon an eight year old boy immersed in a timeless moment. It pounced.

It was thus that I was awoken into the real world. It was this that turned my face to the sky, struck in awe and wonder at the reality that spread around me to the ends of time and space.

In a daze, I ventured inside where my mother was in the kitchen. I simply asked “Where did everything come from?”. “What do you mean?” she asked. “You know. Everything!” I indicated, spreading my hands out. Realising my state of mind, she said “Well. There are people who believe it was all made by god, and others who believe that ‘something’ has always existed”.

Again I found myself outside contemplating it all. For the first time I realised what was meant by “God”. Until then it was just a vague superman like character. I pondered her answers and there at eight years of age, standing again where I had been engulfed, I concluded that the 'God' answer just didn’t make sense. I had felt no such thing. 

Somehow I understood that for all the wonder and awe of the experience, for all its moving power, it was however all a product of my own mind. Awe and wonder gave birth to an atheist. From that point on I had an insatiable interest in science. I wanted to know about everything. I didn’t just want beliefs. I wanted to really understand how things worked and changed.

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A View of the World From the Mind of an Atheist

An Atheist’s Universe            

As an atheist I live in a most interesting universe. It inspires and uplifts. 

For all its size and complexity it is nevertheless a complexity born of simplicity - a few elementary particles under the influence of a few basic forces in a sea of space and randomness. 

In this universe the march of entropy drives the formation of stars, development of planets, evolution of life and the arising of consciousness in accordance with the laws of nature. Altruism and ethics arise in the minds of social beings driven by the survival advantages of mutual support and compassion. 

It is a universe with no absolute beginning. No innate fearful side. No supernatural component. No ghosts to haunt. No demons to torment. No gods demanding worship. No devils savouring torture. 

It is the sort of universe that is very comforting to live in. The sort of universe that makes the reality of life and conscious awareness all the more amazing and beautiful. The sort of universe that lifts you up with awe & wonder and a zest for life full of meaning, with everything to live for and nothing to fear from the reality of our eventual return to the void from which we arose.

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Wise Man?

Like all other animals we are dependant on a healthy natural habitat. I often hear people say they don’t like cats, supporting their dislike by citing how cats impact the environment when they kill birds.

In response I tell them about another animal that is far more destructive to the environment. How it kills more native wildlife than all other introduced species put together. How its rampant overpopulation of almost every continent except Antarctica seriously affects the viability if life on earth. That’s right it’s homo sapiens, better known as humans.

It is elitist and premature that humans have dubbed themselves homo sapiens. The term means “wise man”. I think that considering the religio-superstitious nature of humans, a more appropriate term would be “homo superstitious” being “superstitious man”. When faith based beliefs wane from the minds of humans and are sufficiently replaced with scientific rationalism and social empathy, we may then be justified in defining ourselves as homo sapiens.

If we don’t reverse population growth so that natural attrition reduces our numbers to a manageable level, a fast spreading disease will likely do it the hard way. The Earth can probably only sustain a human population of 2 to 3 billion at a standard of living that all would like to enjoy. We are not yet wise.

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